To New Friends

People say ~*BFF*~ or *F4F*, or whatever you used to say in middle school for best friends forever/for life.. and while were saying it, it really does mean that we'll be friends forever, but what no one tells you that when you grow up that phrase turns into
Best friens forever, until we grow apart or Best friends forever, until we have families and can't find the time. Best friends forever, until we have a falling out and you won't talk about it. Best friends forever, until you move away. Best friends forever, until you get a boyfriend.
That phrase is very overated and sometimes i wish i have never learned it because it put the idea that friend will be around forever. and that statement is just so not true.
Over the years that i have moved around, i've had a ton of BFF's, and i've only really kept in contact with 4 of them (ily sarah, anne, debbie and chrissy!)
but to the other BFF's they were just passing through and i've attempted to reconcile with them, but they are just the ones that are content to drop people out of their lives. which is fine by me, but damn i hate making new friends.

i'll let you in on a little secret, i'm a bitch by nature.. i'm not saying that because i have the mentality, the truth is that i don't really have that 'mentality', i try to be a nice person, but to most, i've told i've come off as a bitch. so it's very hard for me to make friends, even though i genuinely try, most people just don't get me.
Now on to my reason for my post, to new friends.

I'm starting to make new friends, which is awesome! because they are the same as me, and i'm not considered the 'bitchy' one (well, not all the time, and not without REASON!!) lol.

so heres to my BFF's that stayed through thick and thin
the temporary ones that left high and dry
and to the new ones that care enough not to care!